I will never forget you!

"Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! " Isaiah 49:15

This phrase from the prophet Isaiah has been a very powerful message expressing the unconditional love of God.

You may ask what moved me to post this phrase in my blog? Simple, I would like to share with you a letter of a young guy who has given me a precious gift, his letter to his mother. There is no need to introduce the content of the letter it speaks for itself. But one thing that I would like to underline is the revelation of an authentic love of the son to his mother, who has forgotten the child she has borne.

For you E., rest assured that God's love for you is greater than any mother on earth can offer, assuring you my prayers...


" hi mom,

i jz wna ask kung sino ho ba yung nagsabi sayo nasinisisi kita...? i never said that stuff....well, if you really believe i did, i'm sorry...

i love you mom becoz i love you and i don't reservereasons in loving you....you might be negating the fact that i have been truly hurt by all this crapthat's happening...it's 18 years of tears and hidingwhat i feel...i understood you when you marriedsomeone else...i understood you when you couldn'tprovide...

i loved you even when you spared me no attention...i loved you mom and i think you're missingthat fact...i don't know why i deserve to be treated thisway...but i believe that God knows...you might be losing what's essential in your life---love.

i have been battered by the thought of losing you; ihave had nights of desolation... i tried to be steadfast and held my heart quiet...i was crying... hoping that someday my mom would wake up fromthis nightmare...you might let go of me now, but i will still be lovingyou...it would be hard, but i know God will help.

i'm tired too, more than you think...i'm consumed andi 'm lost...i'm the victim here, but i choose to love you...you just don't know how many christmases and birthdays have i longed and wished that you were there...don't you realize that i'm in between all of this...?

mom if you can't love me, that's ok....i jz request that you love C. for me...I want her to see and feel that you love her...i know that, one day, when you'd be in your death bed you would realize that i loved you....i will be there to give you the biggest hug...you will look for me...

so much for the tears and regrets...take care...i am trying everyday to forgive you for what you have unconsciously done to me....because i love you....God Bless you!

Ciao!"